Brian said something recently that really stuck with me--my spark has darkened. I think he's right; over the past few years, I've let personal/work drama drag me down. Currently, job applications/rejections and the stress of finishing school/wedding planning/moving has gotten me down (cue several breakdowns recently).
But, I've decided that Florida is going to be a a new start. We'll be living somewhere new (an awesome two-story townhouse in the grad student housing section), meeting new people, and starting our married life. I'm leaving all the stress and drama behind me in NC.
That's not to say I won't have stress/drama in Florida, but what I can change is how I react to it. Even though I'm super nervous about moving into the unknown with no job lined up as yet, I'm excited for the change. I think it's been a long time coming and all I can do is embrace it.
In countdown news: 3 weeks till graduation. 49 days till the wedding.
